I feel totally strong against the people who obviously aren’t on board and people who are have gone out of their way to tell me.

I don’t care about how femme I present to the world.

But I don’t really want to mess up my marriage.

I know my kids will love me one hundred percent though which is amazing.

They are my best friends and really don’t care.

I’m going to get some counseling to help me affirm where I want to go.

I need to do what works for my mental health and happiness.

But that’s scary when it could drive away from my soul mate